Appreciation...

This is the first time for me to have this full-length dream... Usually I never get to dream something this long and I just slept for 12 hours which brought me a 2 months long dream... Anyway, I should tell you the story bout this dream before I forgot. Quite interesting, partially nightmare but mostly it's a dream with neutral side. I just learned to love this homeland with this one dream I had...

So I was having class at the top floor, with some of my good friends. I forgot who, because dreams are not meant to be clear anyway... So yeah, it was "History" class, funny this place reminds me of AVH3 from Block J... Oh anyway, the class was going on through half-way and I was snoring for the whole class as I got no interest in History class. Suddenly there's a BOOM! outside, everyone was panicked. The whole building was shaking, I was like super worried because... Will I die, at this young age? So everyone went outside and have a look, not to mention me too. It wasn't just us this class was screaming, the whole city was screaming! Reminds me of 2012, but not that extreme. But after few minutes nothing happened. FYI, the class was just next to a huge lake. So yeah, we calmed for a minute... Later then, a huge howling scary strong wind happened, plus the earthquake... I know right, earthquake in Malaysia? Tornado in Malaysia? My imagination has gone beyond hohoho... Anyway back to the story. So yeah, the panic happened again. And guess what? The whole class was broke and because the wind was too strong, we were flying anywhere. And as for myself who was pretty "smart" in the dream, I used my hand to protect my head because I know my head is the most important part. Yeah, everyone seems to be flying around because of the distorted gravity as the class was blown here and there.

And guess what? In the end the whole thing dropped into a whirlpool, in which the lake has transformed into a sea somehow. I was just right beside the whirlpool and I thought I'm gonna drown dead. I began to lose hope and starting to feel hopeless, I feel like crying as I got calmed. But I saw many people were still struggling for their life, this made me want to live for once again and fought against the power of whirls... Lucky that whirl wasn't as strong. But thanks to the constantly moving water I could barely swim to anywhere. And at this point I kept using "frog style" method to swim away from the there to here or here to there. Because frog style is the only way to get my head out from the water. I know it sounds funny though... Some of the people were drown, those were my good friends. I was really sad by "witnessing" this to myself, I keep yelling for help. And coincidentally there's a boat nearby, in which they threw a rope and I grabbed on. I survived, with some of the people. I'm just glad, I'm still living as a flesh and not as a soul. In the boat it was all Asians, and they are from China. Lucky for me that I can use Mandarin to converse. "Hey, where are we going?" I asked, to the guy next to me who seemed to be my age. "Danding" okay let's think about it... There's no such location exist in this world right? This "Danding" location existed might because of my classmates who did a presentation and talked bout "Danding Red Tea"... Anyway, we were there, China. And I was so lost...

To the point that I can't even do anything. For a timid guy like me, I couldn't do anything but only think of a way to get this done. So we came to the custom, I was so damn afraid because I'm already a refugee in China. Imagine, having no identity in one place and you were about to get verified by the officers... But there's no point on turning back, I just told the officer... "I am from Malaysia, I got here by special occasions without any valid visa" I said to him. I explained the whole story to him in which he understood, he gave me something to sign in order to let me go through. Good, I'm done. Now, where to stay... I found that same guy again who told me "Danding", yeah I went to his house. He asked if the family could fill me in, at first they said no. I wouldn't be surprised. But I offered, "I can do anything, please madam, anything" I begged. But still a no, I was so darn hungry and they were having their meals. And suddenly then, this thing popped out from my head, "I can offer your son for free tuition, I'll teach him English" said myself. In which they thought about it and approved it. I get to stay here on this China land for a moment. I don't think anyone could tell I'm from Malaysia because my blood is Chinese and I look no difference to people from there natives. I started to miss Malaysia to be honest, even in the dream. Is it safe to call this inception?

My "life" was kinda hard in China, because I had no identity literally. I'm just merely a low rated being in there. But the family treated me very well, that makes me feel less worried being in the land. I keep trying to find a way and get me back to Malaysia, non-stop drawing. All I could do is work for money, and earn enough to get me an air-ticket so that I could fly back. Time has passed, and the process in the middle I kinda forgot, it wasn't clear anyway. So I was helping the family out in that restaurant, and suddenly a messenger told me "You can go back to Malaysia", which brought me to joy. And it's time for me to get parted from that family... I hugged each and everyone of them before bidding farewell, and there I go. To the plane, and flying back. At this part of dream I had no memories of it...

But then in the end I'm glad that I'm home, and here I am waking up in the afternoon. I'm not sure if this dream has some meaning behind it, but it taught me... To appreciate things I have now, before losing it. Sorry if my story bore you... So yeah, bye!