Winter Wear.

Hoho, do I look innocent here? Nah, face like mine don't earn any pities from others. You might think I'm crazy for wearing winter wear in a country that almost located at the equator of the earth. Yes, I'm a crazy person, and I like yelling '미친겠어' when I'm like, mad in Korean cuz I'm just any other Korean influenced boy, to put it more simpler, I'm a hardcore fanboy. Not that I'm hating on my race, but sometimes I have this thought: "How awesome it would be if I'm a Korean?", in my dream =3 But I'm proud that I'm an Eastern Asian, don't ask me why. I'm not being racist, I just love myself for being who am I!

Okay I guess I just had the wrong medicine, being so hyperactive now. Ignore it, let's stick back to the topic. Winter wear! Okay, I know it's not supposed to be worn in my country but well, it's for some reasons. Okay, the reason is, I'm leaving to Shanghai in the mid of December! Can't you believe it? I'm going to Shanghai~

...I mentioned before didn't I? Yeah, I'm going to one of my dream city. Ever since watching 'Fated to Love You', I have this passion for Shanghai. Whenever Shanghai is mentioned, I always want to sing this: 夜上海，夜上海~ NO! I'm not a fan of Chinese folk song, I actually wanted to sing this: Baby Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ 내꺼 해줄꺼지 응? Shanghai Romance, I'm a qualified K-Pop fanboy!

Okay, okay I'm sorry. I crapped much didn't I. Anyway I hope to see snows in Shanghai, although I was informed that Shanghai won't be having any snow only sometimes but I still wish to see snow! I've never seen a drop of snow in my entire life, so, please please please snow! It's going to be uber cold in Shanghai, so I've prepared the necessary things when travelling over. Scarf, warming inner shirt, skinny jeans, head-phone and jacket. That will do, I guess.

Ah, I'm tired. I just want to update this blog for like once in a while, so ciao...!

...Untitled.

Being a student, is not fun at all! ...Okay, maybe for being a high schooler in my country. I'm just gonna say I actually changed myself just for an examination, you know, I started to study! Haha, not really, I still go online and stuffs like that. Been going to ranchat and chatroulette recently and it wasn't fun at all. I just made 1 or 2 friend(s) there. The probability for making a good friend from random chatting site is only about 20%. Never let's not talk about those sites!

In this picture, it was about late 7am in the morning. My face looked really tired in the morning, why? Because I didn't have enough sleep. And you know I don't have the habit for getting up early especially not at the dawn only when it's schooling day. Though I love to be a morning person, but I'm also a night owl who tend to get into the bed really late. Bad habit I know. Why was I waking up early in the morning? My mom wanted me to make a passport since my previous passport due is expired. Since dad wasn't here with us that he left to Cambodia for his business trip, I need to keep an eye for my mother to look out for the signs which leads to the PKNS Complex in Shah Alam. It's safe to say that inside the complex it's basically nothing but a government department for people to make their passport, things about migration and stuffs  like that. This time I'm going to make a 5-years due passport so that I can fly here and there by my own will... Just kidding, I'm not rich enough to travel here and there.

Tokyo, Seoul, San Francisco, Los Angeles and New York are the places that I desire much to go! Awesome places, and one day, I'm gonna fly over to those mentioned cities and take loads of picture for this blog! If I'm lucky to go to these cities... Especially Tokyo, they need to check on our account's saving amount, plus their expensive items. Travelling to Japan, I think it is more than impossible to stay there for long. Seoul is my second option, but not sure whether it's worth to go or not. So far I don't really know what's specials in Seoul, maybe I'll do more research about Seoul and meet up with friends from South Korea? Cool, I'm craving for kimchi now! Back to reality... So I was making my passport, and there was a height measurement thingy there, and I keep standing right beside that ruler to get my correct height measurement, and I turned out to be 175cm ONLY. In my passport, it's said that I'm 177cm tall... I don't know why, maybe I should work hard to get another 2cm?

Okay skip, skip, skip. Nothing much happened after since then. I was studying (that's why in the picture I had my hair up), no, memorizing those definitions for my 'upcoming' Moral examination which just happened on today. Ah, it was really stressing! And pressuring, since my brain can barely fill those definitions, but I managed to pack them up and put them into my brain. All are memorized... Except, those value's name, I FORGOT. You know the ending, I'm screwed! I tried my best for that paper, and I'm not asking for an A anymore, just a pass! Or to be a little more greedy, I want a grade B... Mhm, that will do... I guess. So let's keep moving on to the next subject, SCIENCE! Oh 'freak', Science is one of my targets to get an A- for the least for it, imagine how difficult it is for those students who aim high...!

Alright I'm sleepy right now. I have narcolepsy during the afternoon, and insomnia at night. I should stop blabbering... Okay, sign off now. PEACE BLOG.

L-O-N-E-L-Y.

Sigh, I've been boring lately. People are so obsess about revision and studying for their exam. I think I'm one of a kind that doesn't really worried about my examination, because I just don't get nervous. Not to say I'm confident, just not feeling nervous. When I got bored, I'll be very hyper or something like that. Thanks to Xiaxue's Guide to Life, I'm introduced to this awesome site called Chatroulette.com

Xiaxue says that, the people goes onto this site are mostly weirdos... I guess she's right, I'm one of the weirdos and very lonely. But through this I met some people, BUT I did not get to know them for long, since they just click 'Next' when they got bored, urgh. But it's funny to see people from the other side of the world with different behavior, I mean it's interesting. Most of the people just skip on me since I'm Asian and assume I don't speak English... Hmm, can I call it racist? Rofl. And for those people who did not skip, they were like 'Oh hey! It's an Asian!' and my mind was like 'Yeah, a freaking Asian appeared'. And most of them guessed my race, as I'm too 'flattered' to get myself guessed. I mean what's the big deal for being either Chinese, Japanese or Korean? *cry* OKAY I was being sarcastic. In fact I want to know more Japanese or Korean people more than Chinese, my race itself. Uh-uh, I'm not being racist, it's just I have lots of friends from Western already, and I've never have a Korean or Japanese friend. Korean and Japanese are cool! I wonder what do they think about Chinese like me... Hmm.

To declare this, I'm physically Asian, but inside I am not Asian at all... Okay maybe a little. My parents are the ones who're being traditional and they're all purist for following culture. They did a big mistake for sending me to English class to get my English improved, once my English is improved, I'm more attached to people from the West and actually ALMOST forgot my own identity. But I'm happy for the way I am... Just saying, I'm happy for myself being an Asian and for what my mind is.

I'm so bored, and lonely. I'm just so friendless lately, need more social and conversation. I need more and more people to talk to me... Just a long conversation each day :< 'Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely, baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely'... Any kind people are you free 'nough to talk to me? :< It's hopeless... Anyway I'm gonna conclude this useless article.

Baby I'm so lonely...

Yay for Random!

HOORAY! Guess what, I'm graduated from high school! Super excited, yeah. I'm so looking forward to turn into 18...! I'm sicked of being a teenager. Lots of stupid friendship problems and annoying study schedules. I gotta get myself enroll into college. Remember when I mentioned about Taylor's College? That's where I want to enter: Taylor's Lakeside Campus! Whether you like it or not, it's my dream to enter that college... Blah, I'll save those college business for later. Yes, right now I'm sitting for my final examination for my high school qualification (SPM). The subjects that I'm going to sit for are Bahasa Melayu, English, Mathematics, Science, Arts, Computer Graphics and History. So far, so good. I did my best.

Oh my, so much plan after concluding my exam! Right now my hair is in a progress of getting long. After my exam, my hair is about to be longer, and is expect to be longer than I expected. Nah, I don't think so... I should dye my hair! I mean, I definitely will. It's like one of MUSTs that I need to do after getting out from the school, I mean graduating from the school. Should I dye brown or platinum blonde? Those two guys in the picture, if you're unfamiliar with 'em, they're the super hot K-Pop stars from a group called SHINee. I'm sure most of the K-Pop fans know them... I'm a super fanboy, I'm being frank with ya though, yeah yeah. I'm not just their fan, but the whole SMTOWN's artists' fan.

Okay enough for spazzing! So I've graduated from high school, and there are like lots of plans which I haven't planned yet. Despite for being excited for my post-exam plans, I am still worrying about my examination RIGHT NOW. Yeah you can slap me for online now when I'm not supposed to. But hey, humans need to rest, right? I'm crapping, I'm crappy. What's coming up? Moral and Science... These two, are one of the subjects that are listed in my worry list. I need to get A+ or A- at least for these two subjects. I'll start to study tomorrow, Saturday... There are more than 30+ sentences for me to memorize, but I'm still gonna do it. Suffer for the last time.

Anyway, today is my last lesson for my art-class! I just finished the flower painting with poster colour and I hope it's looking good since I'm no expert yet. I only had 24 lessons for poster colour and I don't consider myself as a good artist. But frankly, I'm more to right brain activities rather than left brain, resulting I'm not good in Maths and is not systematic. On my table, on the piano, on my computer desk, it's all mess. I don't tidy up my things. The photo on the right side is me 'biting' on the paper I last painted. Flower in purple... Sorry if I look different from my other 'title' photos because this photo is taken randomly. I did not put on nice clothes blah blah blah. I'm ready for Arts exam! 3 hours time for me to finish up a painting, I guess I can do it? For my A+ sake.

So my plans after my examination... Well, first I am going to travel to China, Shanghai in 8 days and I figured it's going to be fun. But I bet I can't take the cold, winter cold. I never tasted even a bit of winter's 'chill' before. And this afternoon I was shivering due to the weather, and it's nothing in other countries with 4 seasons! I need to wear more clothes when I go there... After travelling, I need to go for Driving Lesson to get my Driving License! I don't want to wait until 21 years old, I want to drive as soon as possible. I'm sick of taking bus and other public transport... Waiting more than half an hour in the bus stop, so not fun! Plus there isn't any LRT in my area, urgh. Best to drive myself. While taking these lessons, I'm gonna practice my Japanese reading and speaking, and I might take time to learn Hangul (Korean). I love Eastern Asian languages, as I am one of the Eastern Asian, people from the west often mistaken me as a Korean or a Japanese. My friends say that my skin tone is whiter than usual people here. But I got tanner... Never mind, I'm #foreveralbino in among the group =.='' Japanese is kinda easy for me, and I can write well too except Katakana. こんにちは、私は男です！もちろ、男は私の性別。Well, that's a crap Japanese sentence I wrote haha! But 100% original, not Google Translated. So far I'm still unfamiliar with Korean words, like they have Korean keyboard for each symbol to form a word, much like Chinese but in Chinese I go for pinyin.

...New style, new languages. I'm so looking forward for it!